I’ve been trying everyday just to understand myself. Why do I feel so alone when there are a lot of people caring for me? Maybe I became numb because I’ve been told that it’s okay every time when It isn’t.
I am sad and no one understands me and no I don’t trust any sympathy that you show me because words are empty and no one really cares. You just tell me it’s okay because you are obliged to. You make me feel hopeful for a minute then leave for the next 60 seconds.